Fat experiences

You might not be able to choose what Your body looks like.
But its what You do with it that matters.
Imagine Your self a half Your current size.
and then Imagine Your self a double Your current size.
Are You still a nice good person either way?
It sounds like You get along with Your husband.
He probably feels like the luckiest man on earth.
There are a lot of couples that want to KILL each other.
I think being able to get along counts a lot more than looks long term.
Your both going to be old one day I hop

The way You act can do a lot more for Your attractiveness than Your looks.
Your welcome to share picks but You are not obligated if Your uncomfortable.

I'm right there with you as a plus-size FFA who doesn't always love my own fat. I try to incorporate touching, squeezing, jiggling etc into pleasuring myself, because fat IS sexy.

Also, remember that the harsh lighting in fitting rooms makes everyone look their worst. You'll look way better having fun in the sunlight on the beach!