Gaining

I enjoy my activities, I frequently will stuff myself when I'm turned on, but when I'm not turned on, I often think I need to lose some weight. However I've found that the weight doesn't really come off as easily as I put it on, and I'm happy with my weight (I'm just afraid of what's to come). Looking down at my gut eases my mind.

Same over here! I wished I was like 500 pounds with a massive belly to hold on to but then again the social stigma of being fat and the things I won't be able to do if I was to be morbidly obese, like right now I'm obese but that mostly has to do with my tallness and I'm not really fat but just chubby.