I understand. I gave up all control to my fiancé. It started out as just something different to do with him feeding me sometimes. As I gained a few pounds I started to realize and enjoy all the extra attention he gave me. I could see he was pleased the more weight I gained and it was such a turn on to me how much more he fondled my body. I became totally obsessed with wanting to become an extremely obese pig. I took it to an extreme and did have sone health issues. I am now gaining at a slow pace zinc it seems to be working wonderful now.
6 years