Gaining

I've been interested in becoming a feeder as long as I can remember but I haven't had any luck finding a willing partner. Recently I have been considering fattening myself up. I've done about 2 weeks of and gained about 5 pounds but I can't seem to keep up I've already lost the 5 pounds (probably just in food weight). My job is moderately active but otherwise I'm mostly sedentary I dont eat very healthy to begin with. I can't seem to eat enough to off set my work and my high metabolism. What should I do, should I try to keep gaining or just stay where I'm at?

I'm 155 pounds now I was hoping to gain 10 lbs to see how it feels and if I liked it I would want to keep going till I'm over 200 or I can't fit into any of my current clothes, whichever comes first.

I've always thought that feeders make the best feedees. You can push yourself as hard as you'd push someone else. I did that for myself and the results encouraged me to keep going so don't give up.

I just feel like I can't physically consume enough calories a day to be able to constantly gain.

becomingoverweight:
Have you tried anything very calorie dense such as heavy cream?[/quote]

No I haven't, I hear it can be sort of an acquired taste. Do you think I just need to expand my stomach over time so I can eat more or some sort of appetite enhancer?

What do you think would be the best and fastest way to expand my stomach?

Ps. I really just started trying to gain. I've always been thin and ran cross country in high school and I've haven't drank pop in like 4 years but it's high in calories and would have a bloating effect (stretching my stomach out??) But don't know how my family or other people around me would react when I change my habits so drastically.

I'm not really looking to be all that healthy, right? But that visceral fat stuff seems kinda scary.

I calculated that on an average day I eat around 2500 calories or kilocalories which ever you prefer, anyway on a stuffing day I can only get maybe 1000 extra (kilo)calories and I can't really afford it financial to stuff myself everday. I'm sure as I get older my metabolism will slow down and the pounds will come on a lot more eagerly, but I don't know, I just want to get fat man.

It's not like I'm eating salads for ever other meal and making sure I have the right portion size of every food group and I've been doing better than fine. Anything more that will help me gain won't put me in any sort of danger zone

So I decided to get some of that heavy cream after all and I found heavy whipping cream (same stuff right?) I found that I really like the taste I'll probably be able to down the whole pint that's an easy 1350 calories right there