Over time, I've come to realize that the short answer is that...
I don't really know!
But that's not a satisfying answer, so I'll elaborate. While I set small goals, the thing is so far, every time I got close to reaching a goal I end up setting another, higher goal because it doesn't seem like enough!
Every time I gain more, so far I have only want to gain even more. To be able to eat more, to take up more space, to feel more substantial.
My current near term goals are 170 and then 200, with 220 after that. But I suspect I may want to get to 250, maybe even 270. Guess I'll find out!
4 years