Fat experiences

It happened kinda naturally for me, I do not really know how it did start.
But at age 14 I had a crush on a tall and chubby guy and somehow wished that he would even get a bit bigger, I guess it is on that time that I develop that obsession, just for the FA stuff but it's here that I disover myself a feeder fetish as well 🌈

For me it started at a young age. Always into stuffing my shirt and pretending I was fat. Also remember getting excited when my stomach felt bloated. It all felt weird and I didn’t understand it. In my 20s, I saw online that people were into stuffing themselves and believe I came across this site. That was first time I realized I was into this fetish. Thought it was so hot but also ashamed. Once I hit into my 30s and had money to spend I started to gain on purpose. Ive become more acceptive of this fetish. I’ve also find that I’m a better person bc I no longer judge other people’s choices. I feel more power and control about myself.