I have always seen myself as a fat man even from my earliest memories and I was always self conscious but I always extremely athletic so I played American football and basketball but I always had in the back of my mind that being fat was going to be my outcome at some point. I was always worried about not being able to find a female who appreciated fat like I did but they are few and far between. I met an older woman who taught me the mindset it took to be fat and let things fall where they may and get fat for me and enjoy how my fat evolved and grew and that was when things fell into place. So many of us males are scared to get fat because we think there will be no women to want us but you have to get fat because you can't see your no other way other than being fat....
4 years
