For me when I made the decision in my mid-30s to just let go and enjoy all the food the world has to offer, it was being free to indulge in all the high calorie, great tasting food I wanted. I found the more weight I put on, the more turned on I became. Watching the numbers increase on the scale was a delight and outgrowing clothes was validation that I was getting fatter. Watching my belly increase to 60+ inches and my moobs become large and soft also turned me on. I had always been an FA but never imagined I would find fattening myself could be so pleasurable. It also made me appreciate and be attracted to ever larger and larger women. I just became more and more turned on to fat in all its forms.
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