Fat experiences

Been there done that lol
I get it.
Honestly once you get over the “am I really doing this?” phase it gets a lot easier.
Not to mention the freedom of not feeling like shit all the time after you eat something.
I know that feeling buddy

I Know exactly what you mean!!
When I first started showing I felt like I was disappointing my family. I was a size 30/34 in tight belle bottom jeans. Christ was I something to look at on the skating ring lol
But I had to do this.
I had a fetish about gaining my entire life.
Once people stated noticing I just embraced it
You have to be confident no mater what size you are.
I showed people that just because I'm fat now doesn't mean that I still don't rock out a now pair of 38/34 jeans lol
Fuck what people might think. This is your life.
You do you

Sounds like you want to gain......that'd be sad if you didn't explore yourself because you were afraid people wouldn't understand. They might not but idk it's probably worth it.

Why don't you go slow and see.

I understand if you were a chiseled athletic person people might be more inclined to be upset by it.....but it could be fun to let them know being chiseled isn't inherently better. I'm personally working towards being more vocally fat positive because I believe fat phobia is toxic bodily and sexual oppression

Exactly!!
You can still be confident!