Trying to interact a bit more here and just sharing a bit, curious if others have the same fun/luck
Have been an FA sense my childhood days, and a very skinny one at that. Yahoo groups and dimensions were my first tastes of the venom I’ve been craving as a confused teenager
Also came to terms with my bisexuality around the same time, and delved further into the reality end of FA/feeding/etc. Each girl or guy I met thru the years got progressively larger, and I was loving every minute! When I was little, I would play padding games and pretend to be fat as well, but even in my 20s, never really considered making that a reality as well. Mainly, I was a fast paced individual and hi strung lol, and could never sit around much to eat a good meal.
Fast forward to me in my 30s. I met the love of my life about 10 years ago. I had given up on love after a few bad attempts in a row, and it all happened very organically and unexpected. I met a very large, lovely Italian girl that stole my heart. We are now married and live happily together with 0 kids lmao. She’s aware of all my kinks and turn ons and I have expressed to her that I wanted to be big myself! I was also put on a particular kind of medication that had weight gain as a side effect. Over the past few years I went from 135 to about 210/215, and I am really trying to hit the 100lb marker.
She knows these things about me and I don’t think she is a “feedist” in the sense of what we know it as, but the nature of her and the way she cares about me, I legit think she is my feeder without being aware of the fact that I enjoy it so much! This is something I want badly, and I’m just sharing my experience I suppose, being a skinny man, who admired fat ones, and is now becoming one himself
Sorry if I’m rambling, I just never really talk about it much to other people, and haven’t realized how exhausting it can actually be internalizing it all day long. Thank you for listening if you made it this far lolol
Have been an FA sense my childhood days, and a very skinny one at that. Yahoo groups and dimensions were my first tastes of the venom I’ve been craving as a confused teenager
Also came to terms with my bisexuality around the same time, and delved further into the reality end of FA/feeding/etc. Each girl or guy I met thru the years got progressively larger, and I was loving every minute! When I was little, I would play padding games and pretend to be fat as well, but even in my 20s, never really considered making that a reality as well. Mainly, I was a fast paced individual and hi strung lol, and could never sit around much to eat a good meal.
Fast forward to me in my 30s. I met the love of my life about 10 years ago. I had given up on love after a few bad attempts in a row, and it all happened very organically and unexpected. I met a very large, lovely Italian girl that stole my heart. We are now married and live happily together with 0 kids lmao. She’s aware of all my kinks and turn ons and I have expressed to her that I wanted to be big myself! I was also put on a particular kind of medication that had weight gain as a side effect. Over the past few years I went from 135 to about 210/215, and I am really trying to hit the 100lb marker.
She knows these things about me and I don’t think she is a “feedist” in the sense of what we know it as, but the nature of her and the way she cares about me, I legit think she is my feeder without being aware of the fact that I enjoy it so much! This is something I want badly, and I’m just sharing my experience I suppose, being a skinny man, who admired fat ones, and is now becoming one himself
Sorry if I’m rambling, I just never really talk about it much to other people, and haven’t realized how exhausting it can actually be internalizing it all day long. Thank you for listening if you made it this far lolol
4 years