Please, please don't continue to do this. It's not only bad for your teeth and wrecks your throat, it can weaken your gag reflex (causing you to have to do more to vomit), and stomach acid can eat away at your esophagus.
But more importantly, you need to move out of this very dangerous mental space. Talk to a professional if you can. This is a very serious problem. I want you to be well, and healthy, and happy. 👍
4 years
