johniav:
Have any of you attempted to gain weight and then suddenly get freaked out after realizing that you're actually getting really fat.
several times!
gaining from my pre-fat weight of 150-160 lbs to 200 or so was the hardest to come to terms with. a couple of times i panicked, and went back to the gym to try to slim down. but clearly those attempts were not successful, lol!
sometime after i had passed 200, i can't remember when (maybe 225 lbs?), i made an attempt to get back to the gym and get back in shape. it turned out to be my last (failed) attempt. by then i was just too out of shape, too big, and too jiggly - my ego couldn't take being there, to be honest!
i am living proof and warning of the slippery slope! but i don't regret it - eating chips, pizza and cupcakes is way more pleasurable than running on a treadmill!