I know for quite a while it was just eating alone in-between home and work. I’d stop for some fast food (sneaking in extra whole meals), going to stores on the way home from work and chugging some heavy cream, stuff like that. I’d go out of my way during daily activities where I was alone to eat extra that nobody knew about. Quite the thrill really. The closest I ever was when a cashier asked me what I needed all the heavy cream for…… it was pretty embarrassing and motivating for me all at the same time. Of course I lied and said it was going in a lot of pasta lol
3 years