Ploppp:
Now, I recognize my fetish as directly tied to my eating disorder because it was trying to save me from it, could be that’s the case for you.
This is definitely the case for me personally. I was one of the uncommon male boys with anorexia but I just seemed to outgrow it one day in my late teens. Over the years, the disordered eating has slowly transitioned into binge eating. I used to be able to keep a handle on it, but in the last 18 months, it’s gotten pretty out of control. But the thing is, I’m really into it. I enjoy it all the time. There are very very rare moments when I regret it but they are getting more rare, with the more I’m overeating and gaining.
