Feeder/Feedee

Holding myself accountable to gain 300+ lbs

Hi I am a 27M who is looking to turn my body from 180lbs to somewhere around 450-500lbs.
I have always wanted to be huge from as young as I can remember and the older I get the more I want and need it. I love the idea of just being a big fat pig with my belly hanging on the floor shoving my face into fattening food and just feeling myself turn into a horny fat pig and I would love to get myself to the point where I just lose control and go full pig and just get massive.
I am in a relationship with someone I love and we have talked about this before and while she my not love it she wants me to be happy and if this is what I need she will support me. I’m not looking for a relationship or hardcore feeder
I’m looking on someone to hold me accountable to achieve my goal, to cheek in and make sure I’m not backing out or having second thoughts, to help push me and get me going. I have tried to do it alone and haven’t been able to do it but after gaining and losing 40lb on and off for the past couple years I’m ready to fully commit but I need help this time to really get going. I know that after a certain point and weight I’ll just lose control and it won’t take much to turn myself into a fat pig

If anyone if willing to help please reach out I’m very excited to try having someone help me turn into a pig
2 years