I've been a wallflower to feederism for a while. First I thought I just liked bigger people. Then I found the idea of others eating, attractive. Now I've moved on to the though of me getting fat. I've always been thin and athletic. It feels so wrong to be getting this flabby. But also so good. Normally I might stuff myself and indulge once or twice a year if that. I completely had this undercontrol.
But something changed a few days ago. I've been so high and stuffed straight for the past week. I know it's mostly bloat, but the scale says I've put on 10 lbs in this time. My gut feels so big. Feeling the happytrail of hair beneath by belly button curve around the beginnings of my underbelly. It makes me so horning instantly. My belly pokes out through my shirt. I've never looked this fat. What is happening to me. What will others say? The thought of them teasing me; tubs, pudgy, doughboy...it makes me even harder. It's all happening so fast, is this it. Is it my turn to be fattened. Can I turn back? My libido keeps pushing me further. Do I embrace it and accept I'll be fat for the rest of my life? How much should I gain?
1 year
