Angelgluttony:
I’m kind of giving up on this community . It’s just difficult to make friends and communicate with people. I actually wanna just enjoy my time.. I wanna be admire for who I am. I want to be encouraged and praised and pushed into the “unthinkable” I find the human life very duel. I want to know what it’s like to actually live in a body where my own weight restricts me. I want to know what it’s like .. to live in a reality where my size is accepted and catered to. I want to explore life comfortably where Food isn’t a problem. Not only that but I also don’t want to be looked at as just a kink. I want it to be a lifestyle. I’ve spent so many years Worrying about how others view me that I haven’t had time to think about what I want or what made me happy in my skin. I just don’t think this community is as realistic as it seems. And that’s just my opinion.
And not to confuse people, I still do want to continue my journey as it is a part of who I am, and it’ll never change. I just feel like as far as the online feederism world has had a major downfall. And there’s a lot of “repetitive’ stuff. I’ve never really met a person that just made my whole interest spark. Except for a few people which was the best experiences ever. But you can’t really find that anymore.
But I’d rather interact with people who also have the same feeling because I feel like there’s a boundary and Lia stand point When you’ve gotten to this point? Hard to explain, but if anyone wants any friends my My discord is blubberbabe and my Snapchat is fatterbyday1 And before I end this post, if you’re gonna add me, please don’t be a creep and do Un consensual things
I think a lot of this comes down to the nature of this community. And when I say "community" I mean kink spaces in general. People join kink communities for many reasons. However, the main reason is to be horny.
With that in mind, the majority of people will see you as a sexual object first and foremost. I have had people of all genders, ethnicities, orientations, and creeds admit to me that they do not see me as a person so much as a means to engage with their fetishes.
If you want to engage with kink space superficially, this is fine. I've done so before, and I had a good time. But if you want someone of quality - someone you connect with on a deep, personal level - that's harder to find.
It's not impossible. I've made a number of deep, meaningful connections with users on this site. I've met friends, lovers, and my current romantic partner on here. But they were diamonds scattered in the trash heap. And I experienced my share of suffering to get where I am now.
If you want to disengage with this space, I totally get it. It's a doozy sometimes. But it is possible to find happiness here. You just have to be firm with your boundaries and manage expectations.
