Lifestyle tips

So partially for kink reasons and partially because I genuinely struggle with not being motivated to eat, I want to try developing a genuine food addiction. (I can be starving after not eating for 12 hours and pretty easily ignore it. Plus I hate snacking because it's inconvenient).

I can be pretty picky, thankfully I like fast food atleast, but i've always disliked the act of eating itself. I've improved a lot over the last few years and put on some weight, but it can be so so difficult to eat when i'm not motivated by hunger pangs and snacking/eating feels like an inconvenience. When actively trying to gain I have to solely rely on motivation through kink, and then I burn out 1-2 months in.

I understand how very serious a real addiction can be, i've actually thought about this topic for over a year and really considered it. If something serious were to happen I do have the support system necessary. But I honestly want to develop a psychological dependance on food/eating.

On FF, a few threads/forums/posts/whatever you call them inspired me:

-"Learning to stress eat"
-"Subtle mental conditioning of a feedee"
-"Psychological conditioning"

Unfortunately that isn't a whole lot to go on though. Does anyone have advice, experiences, suggestions, or anything else?

You do not want this. This is might seem fun in the short-term, but developing a dependency/addiction to food only brings suffering long-term.

I've seen it up close and personal. It destroys relationships and lives.



What you want is to associate eating with pleasure. If you have such an painful relationship with food and eating, it's best to tackle the root of the issue first. What about eating and snacking is such a pain for you?

I’ll never understand what it’s like to want to be fat also finding it hard to gain but hate or dislike eating on top of that. Like I’m sorry this might not work the way you think it will, doesn’t make you any less valid as a feedist just gotta work towards a better relationship with food

also don’t @ me thins, eating an entire package of cookies is still a healthy relationship with food

Why eat a package of cookies, when you could eat two?

I appreciate the insight, thank you! I'll admit, it's hard for me to comprehend how dangerous it can be as i've never dealt with it before in any way.

But I know enough to not be cocky around something so serious, I guess if I *can* control it then it wouldn't even be an addiction, huh.

I'll have to consider other healthier ways to go about all this then, like you suggested.

Man, I wish I knew why i'm like this. Probably has to do with my kink being directly opposed to traits from my neurodivergence, like food sensitivities.

I'm into being fed, I like the feeling of being stuffed, i've always dreamed of being soft and fat (grew up chronically underweight). I hit the check mark for tons of feedism kink things. And eating can be fun for kink reasons! But motivation beyond that is difficult.

I will say I'm honestly proud of how far i've come, I used to be underweight and i'm close to 'obese' now. But if I could choose a super power, i'd go with photosynthesis in a heartbeat!

Also doesn't help that I have digestive issues, such as a major surgery coming up. I'll be having my large intestine permanently removed as I'm a cancer risk, woo! Shouldn't effect me in the long run, but recovery will be long and awful.

Now that I think about it, I feel similarly about sleep. I suppose I just dislike needing to care for the human body's basic needs.

Are you seeing anyone about this?

I did this recently though haha. I got some of those new Oreos with pop rocks in them didn’t realize they had pop rocks in them so I got through most of the package without realizing it so I opened up the package with the white and fudge filling ended up eating both in one sitting XD

Hey gotta do what you need to, health is more important than kink I’ve just been blessed with a body that can withstand calorie bombs and tends to store fat super easily. Not everyone will have a similar experience and it’s better to take those things into account, not worth getting sick over eat what you can, try to enjoy what you do have

Wow, are you sure about that surgery? I'd get a second opinion. I'm not a medical professional, but that sounds awfully drastic. And as gaining enough to be truly fat ours a lot of bulk through the system, it may be much harder with your large intestine removed.

As for suggestions:

A practical one is hunger inducing supplements. I have a hard time eating as much as I need to to gain a lot consistently, and I don't tend to get hungry in the morning. I've found the combo of Gain (by Nutri) and Eat Mor when I'm not hungry or before what I want to be a larger meal to be super helpful. In about 20 min, Gain makes me hungry. Ear Mor may in 30-60 minutes, but whether I'm hungry or not, Eat Mor magically allows me to just keep eating, so much more than I would otherwise, comfortably. Then I follow up especially big or hard to digest meals with digestive enzymes.

As for kink association, I also find that either self-pleasure with or after the food or reading erotic gain or related fetish stories while eating so much gives me even more association with the sensuality of stuffing, gaining, and fat, and the sexual pleasure of imagining breeding. If you have a partner who would feed and breed you or come together even if their not into feedism, after a while I get aroused just thinking of a big meal and all that fat that it will make, how I'll get bigger. It's not an addiction or dependence because I can still forget to eat or dekay it for other reasons in my life. But if I've eaten large meals consistently enough, my body adjusts with more hunger and digestive capacity. So my body starts to crave it and notice more noisily if I don't eat it. We know the squeaky wheel gets the grease.