So I've always what I would describe as a closet feedee. I've always been turned on by fat but I've always been skinny.
I'm 5ft 11 and always been around the 11 stone mark (UK size 10) and always been quite toned and skinny.
However I started a new job 6 months ago which is sat at a desk, I stopped exercising. Over time I've felt my clothes getting tighter, and I had a pair of size 12 trousers which used to be baggy. It was only when the button popped off that I realised how big my stomach was. I used to have a 35 inch waist and now it's 40 inches...I weighed myself and I am now 12 stone 7! So one and a half stone gained in 6 months!
I've noticed all my clothes are getting tighter but it's really turning me on. I love getting in my car after work and finally undoing my trousers and feeling me belly rest on my thighs...
I'm surprised how much it is turning me on!
Thing is my boyfriend only likes skinny girls - and I can no longer hide my growing belly! I've said I'd go to the gym but when I run on the treadmil I can feel my gut bouncing and my top rides up (used to be a loose top!) I can no longer suck it in!
I love my boyfriend but I love my growing belly more! So should I lose weight to keep him or should I just completely let go and continue to grow?
I'm 5ft 11 and always been around the 11 stone mark (UK size 10) and always been quite toned and skinny.
However I started a new job 6 months ago which is sat at a desk, I stopped exercising. Over time I've felt my clothes getting tighter, and I had a pair of size 12 trousers which used to be baggy. It was only when the button popped off that I realised how big my stomach was. I used to have a 35 inch waist and now it's 40 inches...I weighed myself and I am now 12 stone 7! So one and a half stone gained in 6 months!
I've noticed all my clothes are getting tighter but it's really turning me on. I love getting in my car after work and finally undoing my trousers and feeling me belly rest on my thighs...
I'm surprised how much it is turning me on!
Thing is my boyfriend only likes skinny girls - and I can no longer hide my growing belly! I've said I'd go to the gym but when I run on the treadmil I can feel my gut bouncing and my top rides up (used to be a loose top!) I can no longer suck it in!
I love my boyfriend but I love my growing belly more! So should I lose weight to keep him or should I just completely let go and continue to grow?
8 months