Wackaroni:
I constantly feel alienated for having a kink for stuffing and feederism. It is hard not to feel like a freak when most people don't like what you like, and frankly I have lost hope and I don't know how to get by anymore.
Can I overcome my hopelessness in finding love? Out of desperation I find myself becoming less excited to put myself out there, and more willing to isolate myself, escape my thoughts, or hurt myself.
A fat fetish is not one of the fetishes you would be alienated for. Everyone has skeletons in the closet. You like people that fatphobic people don’t, I don’t think they’ll alienate you. Probably thanking you in their heads that “they won’t be hitting that.” (As if they could.)
I feel more alienated by people on the street saying “you’ll have beautiful babies” or “my wife is x race, thats cool” than I do having one of us be fat.
As far as desperation goes, it really depends on yourself and speaking with a therapist may be the best option. I don’t know your story just your symptoms, and theres not much I can do with that.
