Fat experiences

Just a question out of pure curiosity. I’ve mainly been a lurker here for a while, looking and admiring bhm’s and ssbhm’s mainly since I’m gay lol. But I want to talk here sometimes so my first question will be this, what’s it like being at your size?

Not quite there yet but getting close
Imagine always being ready to eat, always wanting more food, waddling everywhere, not being able to wipe (I use a bidet) /not being able to reach either side of your body, shopping for clothes being difficult