Unlike you . I have all body types in my family (thin, skinny, overweight) so I don't think that's where my attraction to bigger men comes from. Even as a child I had a fascination with bigger men. But I can't figure out when or why it started. And, does there need to be a triggering event?
I just think I'm neurologically programmed to be sexually and exclusively attracted to big or big, muscular men. For me, the more mass there is in fat, muscle, width, or height, the better. I can't be sexually attracted to a thin man.
After growing up. I have lots of other new fetishes and kinks which are attached "exclusively" around the same part of the body "the bellies". (thanks internet and TV) Most of these fetishes did not appear during adolescence but rather at the beginning of my twenties. They sometimes simmer for several years in the corner of my mind before germinating and becoming kinks or fetishes.
I just think I'm neurologically programmed to be sexually and exclusively attracted to big or big, muscular men. For me, the more mass there is in fat, muscle, width, or height, the better. I can't be sexually attracted to a thin man.
After growing up. I have lots of other new fetishes and kinks which are attached "exclusively" around the same part of the body "the bellies". (thanks internet and TV) Most of these fetishes did not appear during adolescence but rather at the beginning of my twenties. They sometimes simmer for several years in the corner of my mind before germinating and becoming kinks or fetishes.
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