Feeder/Feedee

Ftm feedee looking for feeder - strictly feeder/feedee

I've been hurt by a lot of people and been scammed by a lot (like most people).
Since I've become really anxious around anyone and everyone, I'm looking for a feeder who just wants to be feeder and feedee. My feeder can be in a relationship or not since it would be up to them if I am more of a friend or just something to satisfy a desire. I don't want to be a burden or harm anyone especially since I've been harmed to the point of trauma.
If you're still interested, here's a few things about me:
I'm pretty open about anything. I don't like to be dishonest since it can just lead to a bunch of harm and miscommunication. I want anyone around me to be comfortable.
I am submissive and super eager to please. I, myself, am also easy to please. Like, I'm way too easy even with trauma as baggage.
I am open to both in-person and online. While I'm not going to be showing my private parts, I'm super willing to show off my growing body and play with my fat etc. for someone. I want to make people happy!
Anything else, please feel free to ask me. I don't get offended easily. I also am on a spectrum of neurodivergence, so I may not pick up on things quickly. If any of that sounds good to you, hmu! I have a telegram because of a scammer, so if you are interested, I can send my info to you!
9 months