I have an image in my head how I'd like my body to look, but as I've grown its not always been how I imagined. I struggled to accept this at first, especially the changes to my face, but as I've gone further in, I've learnt to love however my body changes. I even kinda love that asymmetry you talk about. It's kinda knowing that my body is struggling to cope with all the weight I'm putting on. Like, I've found new ways to enjoy the changes. Clothes have been a challenge. I used to be able to wear anything, but now many things in my size aren't the right shape. Sleeves too narrow, too tight and loose in the wrong places. I actually wear dresses more now as they are more flattering.
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