Fat experiences

When did you make the decision?

Hello everyone!
I'd like to hear from you all about when was the key moment or decisive point for you to actually start gaining weight on purpose. Please share how it happened.
In my case, I've always been a very willing feeder, but I also always had a curiosity about gaining weight myself. I've been hitting the gym and practicing martial arts for years, so I used to show off an athletic body. However, due to a small training accident (I broke my hand), I had to stop exercising. I found myself eating well without physical activity, and with that, I started feeling my belly grow without even realizing it...
One day, I went to put on a T-shirt and noticed that my belly's "pouch" was sticking out. That was one of the most exciting things I'd experienced until then... After an opportunity arose, a funny colleague at work commented that I was gaining weight and ran her hand over my belly. At that moment, I decided I needed more of that. I started looking at fat people on the street and feeling envious. I wanted to feel my body big and be able to say, "yes, I'm obese." So, I started eating a lot more, and I'm feeling my body get fatter, and I have to say, it's simply liberating. I think never in my life have I had such genuine happiness. It seems that gaining weight has brought me more will to live, more joy to life, besides, of course, the excitement within the fetish itself.
I'm not morbidly obese yet; I've just entered the milder obesity range. But I had the pleasure of going out with a woman who prefers bigger men, and it was wonderful... She clearly loves fat bellies. She grabbed mine multiple times, jiggled it, ran her hand over it... I never would have imagined that before, I liked making people gain weight (yes, I've made some people gain weight already), but now I want to be fattened and treated like a pig. Truly, it was one of the best decisions I've made; I want to have a fat lifestyle... Of course, nothing like immobility or those extremes, but I do want to achieve morbid obesity and embrace myself as fat...
Oh, it's so wonderful when I meet someone I haven't seen in years, and they notice I've turned into a fat ball...
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