Gaining

Now i've gone and done it

So last week I was saying that I've noticed since eating better, walking and losing a bit of weight that I had a layer of softer subcutaneous fat I didn't know I had. I loved it.

Well, fast forward a few days and I'm completely off the rails. I am back into gaining mode. Eating crap. Lots of crap. I have eaten more than 4000 calories each of the last two days and well on my way to a third in a row.

It's exhilarating. Yet less than a week ago it was the furthest thing on my mind.

I get the impression that I'm going to surpass my highest weight ever and it isn't going to be too long before that happens. EEK!
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