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Random sleepless nights.

This is just a place where I will somewhat bable and rant, doubtful anyone will see it, but here we go anyways I am recently now 25 years old as of the 4th of this month. I have grown tiered and somewhat lazy, with a sleep schedule akin to that of a vampire. In this process, I have even gained some weight, however I am not intentionally doing so, nor is it a large amount. It has been a. Tumultuous year to say the least, but here we are, and here comes the dawn of the new year. So perhaps, it could be worse, but still, I rant.
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Random sleepless nights.

Nachtzehrer:
This is just a place where I will somewhat bable and rant, doubtful anyone will see it, but here we go anyways I am recently now 25 years old as of the 4th of this month. I have grown tiered and somewhat lazy, with a sleep schedule akin to that of a vampire. In this process, I have even gained some weight, however I am not intentionally doing so, nor is it a large amount. It has been a. Tumultuous year to say the least, but here we are, and here comes the dawn of the new year. So perhaps, it could be worse, but still, I rant.
I got written up weeks ago due to struggling to stay awake at my job. I've admitted to the HR lady my depression were a cause to my lack of sleep but I didn't tell her I am actually terrified of my n-boss and I might have PTSD. I think I am on fight and flight mode. I just want to escape this nightmare and be at peace.
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