First of all, you can vent all you need. It's so important to get these things off your chest that slowly build up over time. I can't really offer much advice besides make your mental health a priority and try to intentionally slow down when you have a feeling that things get too much. As a chronic overthinker myself I know it's easier said than done but overthinking about all the 'what ifs' ("What if I get laid off/ What if I can't find something else/ What if I can't support my family financially anymore...) will only make you spiral even more. It's important to listen to the early signs of your body when you start to feel overwhelmed and concentrate on grounding yourself. Panic attacks are the worst. In the moment it feels like a life or death situation but the overwhelming anxiety will fade again. It's exhausting and frightening and I don't wish that on anybody. I'm aware that a lot of people don't have access to a therapist but I would highly advise to seek professional help if you have the opportunity. If that's not possible for you please look into mindfulness, breathing and grounding techniques. That alone can go a long way. Be kind to yourself.
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