Ameri:
They’ll think you’re fat
So what? You should worry about what you want to do to be happy
Do you wanna gain weight more than worrying what other people think
This is probably part of what's held me back for years. And the one time I did almost go all in on it, other extenuating circumstances in my life were turned upside down and it fell on the back burner for about a year and a half (and is still there) and I'm about 20 pounds lighter from my heaviest. Not ready to take a second crack at it, but I'm hoping to get to a spot where I can go all in with it if I chose to.