Not sure if this is the right section to post this under. I grew up a fat kid. I was always fat and tall. I also always loved to eat and especially loved buffets as a kid. I also sneaked food when I was told no more. If it tasted good I wanted it. When I saw weight gain episodes in cartoons I'd imagine being the characters or eating all that food. Around 12 or 13, I found out about feederism from a YouTube video. After that I got interested although I did try to fight my interest in it for years due to family pressure to lose weight and being told things like once I lost weight I'd find a boyfriend from family and comments family would make about other people's bodies that made me feel self conscious. Over a year ago, I got into my previous online relationship with someone who happened to be into feederism, and he encouraged me to embrace this side of me. I went from 324 lbs last year to 378 this year and honestly feel more confident.
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