Over the course of about 3–4 years I went from 140lbs to 243 lbs. I used to read stories from people gaining 100+ lbs and think what pigs/cows. Then now while doing the math how much i have gained. I realized I had become one of them.
SORRY for the long post feel free to read just the FRIENDS part.
SOME CONTEXT
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I quit sports as i moved abroad to study.
I told myself I was “winter bulking,” but in reality I spent most of my time at home stuffing myself while scrolling through forums like this. I got addicted. At one point I even stopped going to lectures. Looking back, I was reduced to a dumb cow who only thought about food and pleasure.
I always considered myself more of an FA or feeder, but as everyone here knows, it’s a slippery slope. I started stress eating.. Passing exams became an excuse to reward myself with even more food.
Well summer came.. Because I only wore baggy sweats and spent so much time naked at home, I barely noticed how much I was changing. The only tight/small clothes were my old swimsuits.
One day I had to try them on. That’s when it hit me — potbelly, fupa, moobs… everything I found hot on other people was now on me. The realization made me spiral harder, and some gender dysphoria kicked in too.
FRIENDS
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The third summer (of my wg) I went on holiday with my friend group (mostly girls, all very active and thin/fit). Every bump in the road felt different, i jiggled so much. When I finally put the swimsuit on and walked out, I felt their eyes on me. Ass spilling out of the bottoms, belly hanging over the waistband, moobs bouncing with every step. The embarrassment made me incredibly horny. It wasn’t just stares though — while on the trip they started spanking my ass, giving me compliments, encouraging me to eat the leftovers, becoming more open and touchy in general.
The gain continued, but now I was leaning more into being a mutual weight-gain/feedee. I went from alpha athlete to soft, submissive chubby guy, and the more I grew the nicer and more affectionate they became.
I had bigger curves than any of them even in the first year of gaining, but by this point I had saggy moobs, hanging belly, lovehandles, a double chin, and a cellulite ass. I held myself more femininely. The biggest hit to my ego was the fupa — getting hard became harder, and my genitals had become something of a joke because of how useless and small they have become. Honestly after that i didn’t feel as a man.
Every time I saw my friends I felt like their fat pet. I suspect they felt safer with me this way: no longer a physical threat, much more agreeable and docile. (None of them know about the fetish, by the way.)
University stress and some real health issues eventually forced me to lose the weight. The moment I was back to being the athletic “alpha” version of myself, their warmth disappeared and they became cold and distant again.
It made me wonder whether they actually preferred me chubby/fat.
These days I lean more toward encouraging and feeding others, but the experience left some irreversible marks. I’m already on the verge of gaining it all back and switching back …maybe even more (i have already done a 10 000kcal stuffing)
SORRY for the long post feel free to read just the FRIENDS part.
SOME CONTEXT
—————————
I quit sports as i moved abroad to study.
I told myself I was “winter bulking,” but in reality I spent most of my time at home stuffing myself while scrolling through forums like this. I got addicted. At one point I even stopped going to lectures. Looking back, I was reduced to a dumb cow who only thought about food and pleasure.
I always considered myself more of an FA or feeder, but as everyone here knows, it’s a slippery slope. I started stress eating.. Passing exams became an excuse to reward myself with even more food.
Well summer came.. Because I only wore baggy sweats and spent so much time naked at home, I barely noticed how much I was changing. The only tight/small clothes were my old swimsuits.
One day I had to try them on. That’s when it hit me — potbelly, fupa, moobs… everything I found hot on other people was now on me. The realization made me spiral harder, and some gender dysphoria kicked in too.
FRIENDS
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
The third summer (of my wg) I went on holiday with my friend group (mostly girls, all very active and thin/fit). Every bump in the road felt different, i jiggled so much. When I finally put the swimsuit on and walked out, I felt their eyes on me. Ass spilling out of the bottoms, belly hanging over the waistband, moobs bouncing with every step. The embarrassment made me incredibly horny. It wasn’t just stares though — while on the trip they started spanking my ass, giving me compliments, encouraging me to eat the leftovers, becoming more open and touchy in general.
The gain continued, but now I was leaning more into being a mutual weight-gain/feedee. I went from alpha athlete to soft, submissive chubby guy, and the more I grew the nicer and more affectionate they became.
I had bigger curves than any of them even in the first year of gaining, but by this point I had saggy moobs, hanging belly, lovehandles, a double chin, and a cellulite ass. I held myself more femininely. The biggest hit to my ego was the fupa — getting hard became harder, and my genitals had become something of a joke because of how useless and small they have become. Honestly after that i didn’t feel as a man.
Every time I saw my friends I felt like their fat pet. I suspect they felt safer with me this way: no longer a physical threat, much more agreeable and docile. (None of them know about the fetish, by the way.)
University stress and some real health issues eventually forced me to lose the weight. The moment I was back to being the athletic “alpha” version of myself, their warmth disappeared and they became cold and distant again.
It made me wonder whether they actually preferred me chubby/fat.
These days I lean more toward encouraging and feeding others, but the experience left some irreversible marks. I’m already on the verge of gaining it all back and switching back …maybe even more (i have already done a 10 000kcal stuffing)
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