Fat experiences

When I was hanging out with my friends this weekend I had the most insatiable appetite. I was trying to be normal and eat the same amount as everyone else but I wouldn’t help but eat the whole entire time and just waiting for them to say they’re finished so I can have the rest. It’s embarrassing and they definitely notice. Especially since my belly is getting bigger and it’s becoming noticeable even in leggings. Has anyone else experienced this in a social setting?

Yeah, when I first gave in, it was such a struggle to not be a complete glutton around others. Now I don't care quite as much. There's a certain rush to being your true fat self around others. And let's be real, when the hunger is real, it's real and has to be fed

I feel so bad whenever I go through bottomless pit hunger Ó⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò

I end up eating too much and feel absolutely miserable, but I still just want moree

many times. Work had gotten free lunch from a vendor and I went ham on it the first time around, then felt I was still so hungry and I got more the second time. I gorged myself almost sick. Not sure anyone noticed, but I was in bliss in my office lol... Sometimes I just can't stop, like now. I just had a huge binge of tacos. I'm pretty at my limit, but there's always that feeling of wanting more lingering in my mind.