I'm a long-time wannabe fatty, and over the years I've tried to get fat many a time. I always found it so hard to gain even a few pounds, and I'd give up after a few weeks. But then with a new career, a change in lifestyle and maybe just with age, I've finally started to have some success. Over the last year, I've gained 20 pounds, ten of them in the past two months. The feeling is amazing! I've never felt so erotic. I've outgrown two sizes in jeans, and although I'm still a few pounds from being "offically" overweight (BMI 24.5), I've never experienced such joy and excitement.
I love looking at myself in the mirror, noticing how I've developed some sizable love handles and how cellulite is creeping up my sides and onto my belly above the navel. My wife hasn't commented yet, though she's squeezed my fat a few times during sex (which drives me absolutely wild). She has no idea that I'm stuffing myself like there's no tomorrow, and I'm nowhere near admitting that I'm doing this on purpose, but I'm just dying for the day when she tells me I'm getting fat! I hope she doesn't mind, because I don't think I can stop now, now that I'm finally living my lifelong dream...
I'm sure many of you won't be impressed by such a teeny-weeny gain, but this represents such a massive change in my self-image and appearance that I just can't get over it. I've always been thin and extremely athletic, and even though I'm not really fat yet, I'm already too heavy to do some of the things I used to do. I dream of being massively obese someday, so fat that I waddle when I walk. I'll try to post some before and after photos soon. Meanwhile, it's great to find such a group of supportive individuals who understand this inexplicable pleasure that comes from fattening. I look forward to the day when I'm so fat my friends and family don't even recognize me!
Thanks for your support and encouragement,
Billybob
17 years