Fat experiences

yeah, but not as my own, if you catch my drift...

I didn't really want it, but my body has certainly grown more feminine as I got really fat, particularly due to my moobs.

When I started gaining, back when I was 250 lbs or so, I had noticable moobs... but much to my shock, they have kept growing with the rest of me - now more than 450. Adding to this, the general softness and the growth of my hips and thighs, my shape is very feminine - to the point of embarassement in some instances!

It has spurred my feeder/wife on to use feminization as part of her dom personality, too... to the point of getting me bras and maternity clothes!

Now my fupa is at a size where it is getting more difficult to get at my penis, which further encourages her in my feminization, warning me that by 550 or 600 lbs, it will be buried to the point of appearing like a vagina anyway!

Gotta say, this is not something I originally sought in the fetish, but with the right partner it has been a really big turn on!

Not all fat women have big breasts and hips. And it takes a doctor to find the right combination of female hormones and anti-male hormones, which may or may not work.

Some fat women have almost no breasts or breasts that look like exactly like moobs....

I've always been fascinated about finding out how it FEELS to be a woman, but not on a permanent basis

A fantasy of mine is to have a group of fat women transfer their fat to me. Becoming immobile or nearly so. Especially heavy in the hips/ass. Somethings even going so far that one of them trades sexes with me afterwards & get me pregnant, with 8 or maybe more.

One of my female friends, encouraged to have sex with a fat guy, remarked, "It was just like fucking a fat woman who just happens to have a dick beneath those boobs and belly."

i do have fantasies where my ass and moobs take more of my weight. help if it thinned out my body hair, too. i don't know i'd want to be REALLY female looking, but enough to look like a soft, femme fatty might be super hot

This has become a somewhat forced fantasy for me. Apologies in advance if this gets too specific.

I found out my body is not processing the testosterone it's making, which resulted in me having no sperm at all and my body slowly shutting down production of testosterone. Combined with the fact that my increased body fat does increase estrogen; my body is steadily softening all over, my fupa is erasing any proof of a penis, and my moobs are growing significantly.

I wish I had a Dom feeder who would make me get these useless nuts cut off. Who would fatten me until it looks like I have a vagina. Who would make me use breast pumps until I literally developed feminine breasts that produced milk. I would be completely trapped between genders, dressing as either a male or female at my feeder's command.

Not a guy (non-binary/maybe trans?), but this thought has crossed my mind quite a few times. Like, does the idea of having a fat body not appeal to me, or is it the idea of having a fat, 'male' body that doesn't appeal to me? If I eventually transition, would I want to look more like the femme people I'm attracted to, or would I still want to stay slim? I honestly don't know the answer to those questions - kinda interesting to think about.