Fat experiences

I’m coming up on the 300 mark pretty soon. I’m the biggest I’ve ever been right now at 275 and I can feel the weight, that’s for sure. However, being so close to 300, I can’t stop here. I’ve gotten scared and given up on the big three zero zero several times and although I’m happy where I am, I know if I don’t break 300 I will always wonder what it would have felt like.

My only fear (deepest desire) is that once I reach 300, I won’t be able to stop. Being bigger than I’ve ever been, reaching that high water mark, means every pound I gain will always be the biggest I’ve ever been.

I just bought a whole new set of clothes that are a bit baggy on me, they’re gonna fit reeeeeel soon.

That’s is all.

SAME! Over 350, climbing towards 400!! The obesity is really kicking in! I love it! I went to the store with some freinds the other day and was just out of breath trying to keep up! After words I was whooped! I just went home and stuffed my self. And passed out! And getting closer to 400 I'm having great trouble finding cloths that fit. And I'm just starting to feel like a real glutton. All I want to do is sit around and eat. I had the thought the the other day that I wish I didn't have to get up and get more food! 😂😂😂 aaaahhh... It's great!

Since I was always around 150lbs many years ago and first started out gaining, I've had a dream of reaching 300lb by the age of 30 and achieve double my starting weight. But now I'm realising I'm 29 and I don't think I'll be able to reach that goal without some serious work. But for me that would be that moment of "yes, I made it!".