I’m coming up on the 300 mark pretty soon. I’m the biggest I’ve ever been right now at 275 and I can feel the weight, that’s for sure. However, being so close to 300, I can’t stop here. I’ve gotten scared and given up on the big three zero zero several times and although I’m happy where I am, I know if I don’t break 300 I will always wonder what it would have felt like.
My only fear (deepest desire) is that once I reach 300, I won’t be able to stop. Being bigger than I’ve ever been, reaching that high water mark, means every pound I gain will always be the biggest I’ve ever been.
I just bought a whole new set of clothes that are a bit baggy on me, they’re gonna fit reeeeeel soon.
That’s is all.
7 years