Definitely had a fascination with fat as a young kid. I remember being as young as 4 or 5 and telling an older cousin of mine that I wanted be fat when I grew up. She was all like, "Oh, you don't mean that," but at the time I really did. lol
I wasn't too chubby as a kid, but I definitely went through a "padding" phase as a pre-pubescent and early puberty.
As a teen and young man, I was far more interested in other people getting fat and gaining than I was for myself. In my late 20s and early 30s I started packing on weight myself though, kind of accidentally at first, but after a while I kind of leaned into it. Wished I could have gotten a bit fatter before the blood sugar went out of control, but I had fun while it lasted.
So, that is the long way of saying "forever." I've always wanted to be fat... and to make sure the person I love most stays fat too.
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