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Same here. I had a big female teacher I was fascinated about. She had a huge belly, and was almost spherical. I don't know how big she was but somehow it fascinated me imensly.

NECROMANCY!!!

Also, thread this old...as long as I've been here I was sure I'd have posted in it before...oh well.

I was 13 when I really "realized" but I'd had dreams about being fattened for years before that. Literally as long as I can remember, but I didn't know it was "a thing" until I was 13. And I didn't act on it until I was 14.

Some of my memories...
* Already at primary school, I lurked at my chubbier schoolmates. I was in a boys only school until university and didn't know any big girls, so at some point I thought was gay because I was more interested in looking at the fat boy in school than looking at the (skinny) girls.

* We had a video at home of a movie which featured a fragment of a big woman in underwear. The fragment only lasted a few seconds, but I have seen it hundreds of times until the tape started to degrade at that point.

* My parents had an encyclopedia with classic painters. I flipped through every page looking for those classic paintings with fleshy women

* In the travel brochures, I always looked very closely at the hotel pool pictures to see if there was a big woman in the background

* At school trips to museums, I wanted to, but barely dared to look at the larger ladies on the paintings, affraid that my classmates would catch me staring at those voluptuous bodies.