Shyfeedeeguy:
Two years ago I was 142 and could walk ten miles a day, run without getting winded, and walked everywhere. I’m now 200 and get tired climbing a flight of stairs, won’t run because everything jiggles and it’ll leave me panting, and drive everywhere, even the grocery store a block away. Started heavy cream three days ago to see if I can gain a bit more before the year ends and I don’t plan on dieting again, even when I occasionally have my doubts about gaining. I just enjoy the lifestyle too much now.
this was the same for me... as i got fatter i got worried, and attempted to go back to the gym to "get it under control." but by that point i had fallen so out of shape, the act of failing at the exercises i used to perform easily was so humiliating, i just couldn't face it anymore. all the jiggling and bouncing on the treadmill was just too much, and having to quit a few minutes into it... ugh.
then you compare that to the lifestyle of eating delicious food, not concerning yourself with calories, or how healthy it is - just enjoying it and allowing yourself to indulge... mmm, it is an easy lifestyle to fall in love with!