NYCBellyBlimp:
Literally became one of those types feeders who when unable to feed someone, turns it in on themselves over a period of time. Years back growing up, I never would have opted for this until the triggers were no longer dormant from inside.
When my own enjoyment of food et al was as enjoyable as my attraction to ssbbw/ussbbw I kind of knew it was a matter of time no matter how long.
For quite a few feeders, this is how they waddle into this space not realizing that they like getting fat just as much as assisting someone with getting fatter. It is the natural progression of this lifestyle of ours. Mine happened when I had someone introduce the possibility of purposely getting fat and I jumped into it and even she said with how I saw fat that eventually I would turn it in on myself and I might like that even moreso. Our younger selves, might have ran away from the option of getting fat but when you get into your middle ages that is when you are like "to hell with it" and you say why not get fat ? I could have never imagined that I would have been this obese in my teens and twenties.