Ssbbwari:
Might sound odd but I’ve found attraction in my own unhealthy figure as being a morbidly obese person, my weight is a distraction to myself, I’m always fiddling with my belly or underarm flaps, or comparing the size of my hand to my belly seeing as to how small and chubby my hands are just laying on belly is an intriguing wonder as to how much smaller my hands will be if I continue to put on weight.
Which is where I feel like being obese was meant for me, sounds crazy but I don’t think I’d ever get tired of eating, tired of my body, nor tired of the “hassle” that comes with being my size. If anything I feel like all those things encourages me to get bigger.
Some don’t agree with the physical attraction of someone over 600lbs due to the obvious concerns of their initial health, but speaking from someone who is, they’re many resources I’ve learned to use over the years to make myself comfortable with the ins and outs of being a bigger person, and it’s not bad at all!
Good to hear your truth. +1.