Fat experiences

I get envious of women who are bigger than my partner and she knows this and does not like it!!

So much this.

All the time but that envy quickly turns to motivation to get to their size as soon as possible.

It's a good push to eat even more during stuffing's

Honestly I have always been jealous of fat people. I was born with a naturally slim figure and fast metabolism that I developed at 12. Before then I was somewhat chubby. I wish I just grew up fat. That way I wouldn’t have to deal with my mom insulting me for gaining weight (if I choose to do so). If I had the “I’m naturally fat” excuse I could live out my desires with less shit from my mom. I might never be able to get fat. It makes me super sad when I think about it. But it is calories in calories out in the end. Yet it’s hard to get fat like I want when I have a metabolism of 2500-3000 calories a day at my slim size without exercise. I’m a bit jealous of naturally fat people.