Honestly I have always been jealous of fat people. I was born with a naturally slim figure and fast metabolism that I developed at 12. Before then I was somewhat chubby. I wish I just grew up fat. That way I wouldn’t have to deal with my mom insulting me for gaining weight (if I choose to do so). If I had the “I’m naturally fat” excuse I could live out my desires with less shit from my mom. I might never be able to get fat. It makes me super sad when I think about it. But it is calories in calories out in the end. Yet it’s hard to get fat like I want when I have a metabolism of 2500-3000 calories a day at my slim size without exercise. I’m a bit jealous of naturally fat people.
2 years
