Gaining

You're beautiful. You've done it all, the way you wanted to do it😍

Gaining for me is a feeling of achievement, I find enjoyment and euphoria feeling myself getting fatter and feeling my clothes getting tighter. Ever since I was a 9 year old girl, I was inspired by the people shown in 600lbs life and wanted to achieve something like that for myself

Since I do kind of want to be mobile (even though immobility is a fantasy and if there were no health complications from it, I would go for it), I landed on rather becoming the fattest woman in my country, which to achieve that I need to be 550lbs

Watching the scale go up genuinely gives me happiness, it just feels right, I feel like being obese is the only way I want my body to be and any other way would be unfulfilling

I think gaining is, as much as a fetish for some, something beautiful to become who you want to be mentally and physically

For me, gaining weight became a way to deal with my insecurities and low self-esteem.
I was always extremely skinny—literally skin and bones. I already knew about the community before, but it wasn’t until I became more confident because of my achievements as a feeder that I realized I needed to gain some extra pounds myself too.

Muscle or fat—it doesn’t really matter to me. If it makes me bigger, heavier, it boosts my confidence.