Ditzy:
Its pretty common so you are not alone.
Just let go and indulge and if you gain a little and see how you like it.
I did that in the beginning more as a spite thing because my marriage wasn't working too well and I know me getting fat would piss my husband.
MRFATS53:
Did you never consider that he'd won though?
I guess you like being fat for yourself and many others here as well. Reckon you look great in any case.
Won what exactly?