Fat experiences

I remember being young skinny kid and I lived with my grandma almost a year because there were family issues.

My grandma was heavy woman that liked to cook, bake & enjoyed food.

So basically whole the time I ate, lazed around and helped my grandma make food / bake.

I did gain so much weight. I don't remember amount but I did get big belly, big butt and manboobs. I remeber going clothes shopping with my grandma and getting bigger clothes because they were more comfortable.

Also I liked when my grandma would hug me and play + squeeze my belly.

My parents were little shocked when I come home but slowly I lost weight being back in the home but never got as skinny but lost major.

Since then I have missed that feeling of being hugged, my belly played and loved with.

Hoping that someday I will feel that loving feeling on my belly again.

I have been fascinated with big smooth bods for a long time. I have some theories as to how it happened. Uhh kinda nervous to get into detail. But yea its got to do with some things that happened. Nothing like super traumatic or anything as far as I know. But I got fascinated with big bods when I was really young. And I think overall its just the obsession with the tactile sensation of a really smooth slippery body rubbing against me. And the size difference just gets me crazy. And so if that is a feeling I like why feel bad about it? Lol