I started as a letting goer. I struggled to not gain my ehe life and one day I decided I didn't care any more and I was tired of starving my self.
But then as I got fatter and fatter I only waned more and more.
So now I'm more of a pusher. I'm constantly thinking about what the next thing I'm going to shove in my fat face. And if I'm not doing that I'm sleeping.
Idk when there will be enough fat.....but I'm not there yet. And honestly don't think I ever will be...
3 years
