Fat experiences

So my weight once I had children fluctuated but the heaviest for me was never more than 170 and I never stayed that weight for any consistent amount of time...

Growing up I was always slender and fit. I was in the military and also a gym rat for a long time.

In 2011 I met my ex partner and I was at a very slim size 4... I don’t know how much I weighed because it distressed me how much weight I was losing without trying. My thighs were no longer touching, all my clothes had gotten way too big... I prefer to have some thickness, I still liked having some curves...

But my partner liked skinny girls... so I was his type then... what I didn’t know was I was getting involved with a covert narcissist, who definitely didn’t like it as I started to regain some of that weight.

He cheated on me with a tiny skinny girl...

I still stayed. He abused me in many other ways too.

I knew he didn’t like fat girls and so I stared to enjoy gaining weight... eventually I left him and after I left him I learned he was cheating on me again with another tiny skinny girl...

I have dated too many men into me when I was thicker to be to concerned about dating again but still I enjoy humiliation a lot now.

My boyfriend now worships me and my body but we don’t do monogomy and so I still get to play with others that will humiliate me for getting so fat, and letting myself go.

But getting really fat has definitely been a way to claim myself after leaving that abusive awful relationship. It feels naughty and subversive to get fat and so I’m all for it.

And I love when people can’t help themselves and love fat even when society tells us not to. 🤤

I don’t remember specifically but for the longest time I found fat guys very attractive. I always had a “weight problem” and seeing so many attractive fat guys I thought there couldn’t be anything wrong with it. So I started gaining and found I loved it. I’m just about 5’6” and got up to 245 lbs, size 44 pants, and 53” belly. I wanted to get to 260-270, size 46, and maybe get my belly to 54-55”. I unintentionally lost and am about 210, loose size 42s, and my belly about 45-46”. I was active and not eating much. I’m trying to gain it back but I need to eat more... a lot more. But yeah, I love being fat.

Well wishes for your mission :-)

You and me both! Hit the nail on the head lol! Also, I always wanted to be fat since I was a kid. Now I'm going for the goal 🤣

Take care of my home state while you’re there :-)

I was always chubby. When I got married, my wife was a good cook, and I enjoyed eating her food. I went from 180 to 340 in 20 years. I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and has to lose some for my health. I’m 265 now and still enjoy being fat.