For me, obviously food is a big thing. Having the freedom to enjoy and indulge as much as you like is such a wonderful way to live, especially when you enjoy food and it brings you a lot of happiness.
Then of course its the changes that indulgence has on the body. Having a body thats covered in curves, jiggly fat, deep folds is incredibly sensual. The larger you get, the more sensitive your skin becomes. And the knowledge that you did this to yourself and it goes against everything that society would have you believe about "attractiveness".
Lastly, knowing there are people around the world who find what you're doing to yourself unbelievably sexy is a pretty fun feeling. People really egging you on to indulge and get greedy with the food you like, reinforcing how good you feel when you stuff your face...thats fun too!
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