Sometimes I play with the idea of "going back to my childhood". Before puberty (+- at my 10 years) to reach a weight about 200 kg (444 lbs) and then being kidnaped by a force or dominant feeder. Because from my puberty time (+- from my 12 years) I slowly realized how much is for me pleasure laziness with overfeeding and put on weight. With good care of cruel feeder I should my dick hidden (buried) in my deep fat - he could look like as "pussy cat". And that would be the best pleasure for me, start this pleasure at my puberty time and put on weight very fast to extremely weight. No move, force fed and fattened day to day till max. Hell, that is my "dark dream" about satisfaction of my lust...
3 years