MickRidem:
Update!
The power switching has been interesting! We really had to keep up with open conversation as I didn't really know what he liked as a sub or where his limits were. I had to be okay with doing things "wrong" or trying something new and not getting it perfect. He had to be patient and guide me a bit more than usual. It's been a great learning experience. It's like getting to know him in a new way! 😁❤ Also, spanking is 🔥🤣
As for my weight? As "The Boss" and calling the shots... I only maintained my weight. No additional gain. I find that interesting. I didn't push myself as hard and only indulged when I was "in the mood" LOL!
Dec is my bday month, so I might ask him to switch back and see if that will put a little more poundage on me before the end of the year. I'm sure the holidays will help! I definitely want to be bigger and heavier, and the fact that he's into all of this with me now is just ...heavenly.
This Game has been so fun, and incredibly hot. And I'm starting to see people recently who haven't seen me in almost 6 months and it's so awesome. LOL! My friend (who happens to be a personal trainer) was really struggling not to look or say something. 🤣 I let her off the hook and brought up the elephant in the room. 😏 I thought she was going to gain when I jiggled it.
But I'm also noticing as I go out into the real world, that this is my reality, I don't go back to being skinny in public and fantasy-fat at home. Catching my reflection and knowing it's me, is wild. And I still don't know if I'd be seen as just chubby, or if people would see me as a fat guy yet? (At 5'4" and 183lbs I'm technically obese?)
We played pool a week ago, and ☺☺☺ I couldn't play the way I used to! I can't hover over the table to reach a shot, my belly moved the other balls! A few times I pinched my belly between the table and my belt OW! And other times my lower belly fell into the corner pocket. 🤣😝
I still beat him 3 games to 2. 😏
Update!
The power switching has been interesting! We really had to keep up with open conversation as I didn't really know what he liked as a sub or where his limits were. I had to be okay with doing things "wrong" or trying something new and not getting it perfect. He had to be patient and guide me a bit more than usual. It's been a great learning experience. It's like getting to know him in a new way! 😁❤ Also, spanking is 🔥🤣
As for my weight? As "The Boss" and calling the shots... I only maintained my weight. No additional gain. I find that interesting. I didn't push myself as hard and only indulged when I was "in the mood" LOL!
Dec is my bday month, so I might ask him to switch back and see if that will put a little more poundage on me before the end of the year. I'm sure the holidays will help! I definitely want to be bigger and heavier, and the fact that he's into all of this with me now is just ...heavenly.
This Game has been so fun, and incredibly hot. And I'm starting to see people recently who haven't seen me in almost 6 months and it's so awesome. LOL! My friend (who happens to be a personal trainer) was really struggling not to look or say something. 🤣 I let her off the hook and brought up the elephant in the room. 😏 I thought she was going to gain when I jiggled it.
But I'm also noticing as I go out into the real world, that this is my reality, I don't go back to being skinny in public and fantasy-fat at home. Catching my reflection and knowing it's me, is wild. And I still don't know if I'd be seen as just chubby, or if people would see me as a fat guy yet? (At 5'4" and 183lbs I'm technically obese?)
We played pool a week ago, and ☺☺☺ I couldn't play the way I used to! I can't hover over the table to reach a shot, my belly moved the other balls! A few times I pinched my belly between the table and my belt OW! And other times my lower belly fell into the corner pocket. 🤣😝
I still beat him 3 games to 2. 😏
Ha ha! Nice. Kudos on the pool game.
What's your domination style?
1 year
