General

I started as a feeder, for years, the last two, or one and a half, I've slowly turned into a feedee. Now im trying to stay away of the fetish, or at least limit it in the realm of fantasy because i feel bad about it (because of ideology) and also because i wish i could have a romantic relationship free of sexual stuff (if that's possible)

It's a lot for me. First off, I grew up in a fatphobic household (they're still like that, I just left the household). But their treatment of fat as a bad thingade me get rebellious at some point and start being drawn to fat partners. I also have autism and cuddling with someone soft is a++ for my sensory issues.